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Wins & Successes In Application / Clearing away enormous charge on "Exchange with others"
Last post by knowledgeracer -I continued this session in a solo fashion at home using the expanded clean slate process. The first command I happened to engage with was "what about exchange must not be experienced". The charge was so heavy that I couldn't come up with an answer. So I decided to just throw out answers and see what would read on the meter. I found my answer after a bunch of items. These items were fear of being known, fear of being found out, and fear of being exposed. They were all compacted into a huge mass of charge. This mass was a major blocker to exchange. I ran repeater on the following control phrases - "don't be known, don't be found out, don't expose yourself" for a while. The meter and I experienced a large number of blowdowns. A vast amount of life force particles were set free.
I now attribute a lot of this charge to my career exchanging as a healer in past lives during the Roman Empire, the Middle Ages and the Witch Hunts in Early America. All these earlier periods of time as a healer ended with a painful punishment where I (my body) was put to death. Hence my reluctance to exchange in an independent manner became quite solidified. This charged item, exchange, has been screwing me up for many lifetimes and really screwing me up this lifetime.
Still need to finish the run down as exchange is a very large topic but I have made serious progress on this topic of Exchange.
Anthony