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I wonder how many of you have observed that the negative charge that often overwhelms and upsets you is actually of you, actually an expression of you.

Recently, I was experiencing the actuality of this when processing some very high levels of case as was hung up in the very early “universes.”

Back in 2008, when Alan was delivering a lecture related to his then release of the Games Matrix technology, he was exhorting the audience to stay in close touch with him and report after each session how they felt and what they observed, etcetera.

This, as he stated, was because the materials of the Games Matrices they would be encountering are so highly charged and powerful that they risk being taken over by them and made dramatize their content.

This, of course, does happen when you as a Spiritual Being back off and vacate the area when you first experience it.  As I recently wrote, backing off and vacating any area of existence results in your absolute loss of power in relation to the area.

Having said that, I will say it does take “cajones” to stay present and experience and face up to that which impacts in these higher levels of case.  (PS: that word “cajones” is in the online dictionaries in all of its splendor and glory.)

I write the above because I was doing a review of the events surrounding the “gone negative nuts” episodes by some members of the old Kn forum.

Two cases you might well remember: Carmel and Gabriel.

Each had accessed and gotten taken over by some of their earlier hung-up own negative spiritual Life-Force. They simply got engulfed by their own past and acted it out here.

In Carmel’s case there was a sequence of present time violations that led to her blow-up.

Carmel and I were extremely close. She unfortunately did use that closeness to her unethical advantage . . . but, that is not my accusation against her: that is her own secret feelings on the matter. I was aware of this, but did not challenge her on it but instead opted to coach her up out of it.

I did not mind that she was harvesting our members as clients to pay her for processing . . . I wanted folks to win.

The sequence that caused her mountain of negative Life-Force to engulf her was this.

When Virginia died I found myself with having to pay double the amount for rent of our expensive apartment which we have priorly paid half each. Hence I needed to start earning money!

Then, coincidently an individual who had been messed up at the Ranch contacted me via the Forum for a rescue session. It happened that Carmel had tried to recruit the person as a client when the person first arrived on the Forum.

After I delivered the rescue, and learned of the affluent connections the person had (Robert Kiyosaki et al), I told Carmel I wanted to keep this client for myself as I needed the money.

Carmel’s indicators crashed out.

Carmel later stated that, “That was the moment she felt our partnership had ended.” This stated in her litany of accusations against me that is on record here.

This also coincided with the legal hassle with the Ranch and the spurious accusations regarding our violation of the Trademark which I and many others paid big dollars for the rights to use.

The actions and Video of Ceil and me dealing with this traffic was posted on the forum at that time.

Unbeknown to me at the time, Carmel had been undermining me with disparaging remarks to Christian (he much later revealed this to me).  But Christian, being ethical and smart, did not put the shit on my lines at that time . . . I already had “too much” on my plate. I found this out in conversation with Christian nearly a year later.

Coincident with the above, I had made observations posted on the Forum regarding the fact that “when trust is violated, love is destroyed.”

It was a post of a technical nature that expounded on the technical observations only. It did not mention any individual.

This, unfortunately, triggered too much of Carmel’s negative Life-Force for her to handle, and she flipped in overwhelm as she was taken over by “her Dark Side.” 

And this was when she blasted vitriol across the Forum accusing that “the person Roger is referring to in his post on ‘when trust is violated, love is destroyed’ is me!”

The rest of the story and the facts of the matter can be read elsewhere on the Forum as the above traffic is still up. To be noted is the extent of “obfuscation and alteration of truth” indulged by Carmel in her charged, taken over state.

I write this now because, in handling my recent case action dealing with the “Evil Beings Universe,” I gained an experiential reality of the power of one’s old abandoned negative spiritual Life-Force to gobble you up and to turn you into what “it” is . . .

As information to help you navigate these areas when you get there, the “Evil Beings Universe” item that is tough is the fact that we each, ourselves, were evil in that universe. It was that we indulged very destructive solutions to handle “the other Baddies,” and in doing so, eventually realized how destructive and naughty (evil) we had become, and we withdrew ourself and our powers, thus getting stuck in a disempowered but evil state. It was a bitch to contact at first.

My observation is, as was Alan’s also, this level and type of case does have the power to take you over and make you act out its dictates.

But, having said that, knowing our tech, I can tell you the handling is very simple: you simply must stay spiritually present as the TRUE POSITIVE YOU and convert the observed negative back to the positive that it priorly was.

It takes “guts” . . . but that’s the only way out.

Remember, the charge that blows up at you is simply a negative expression of YOU . . . convert it back to the prior POSITIVE!

Of course, being a Codee makes all this much easier.

Rog

Oh, I somehow missed this thread.

Great piece of advice, Roger.

With regards to Carmel... yeah, at that time I have been spotting some inconsistencies in her relationship towards you. At the beginning I haven't thought much of it, but it accumulated and at some point I pointed it out to her, she needs to clean it up with you.
In simple terms, I spotted a decrease of appreciation.
In hopes she would come to terms and clean up what's there to clean up with you, I didn't want to add any data on the "line".

The lack (or a denying) of recognition and appreciation of what others did and contributed to own progress and expansion is a bitch on this path.

Christian

Yes, Alan and I exchanged observations on the issue of failure or refusal to appreciate what others do or contribute.

Having both been veterans of the old Scn cult, we saw a lot of it.

The actuality is that failure or refusal to appreciate is a (subtle) gradient of invalidating, dis-creating and undoing the existence of another.

It is the antithesis of co-empowerment.

It is also a subtle and hidden, even to self, sabotage of self, along with one's connections . . . this because failure to validate the contributions and co-empowerment from others means one is failing to benefit from the good others are doing for you, and on top of that, you are placing the negative on and into your own future existence.

 :o  :-[  ::)  >:(

Rog 

The post about the Evil Universe was very enlightening for me. Thank You!