WINNING AT THIS GAME
As I have mentioned before, the guys who win at this endeavor, are the active contributors . . .
Being causative, of course, is the more winning state of Being. "Enough" said on that.
For the guys who do participate and who also show the good manners to also offer contribution, my time is always open and available to them.
Again, Mario is an exemplar of this. Here is this morning's exchange between us.
Tuesday, December 20, 2022 6:15 AM
To: Roger Boswarva <rb>
Subject: OUR CASES IS NOT JUST WHAT YOU ARE EFFECT OF IT IS ALSO WHAT YOU YOURSELF HAVE CAUSED .
Hi Roger
Recently I had some enlightments reading your post on our forum " OUR CASES IS NOT JUST WHAT YOU ARE EFFECT OF IT IS ALSO WHAT YOU YOURSELF HAVE CAUSED .
I notice that one of my want in this lifetime was "I want to be approved or acknowleged " and when that didn't happen ( I didn't want to experience I adopted some solutions like don't care , I want to hit him , behave in a stupid way and so on .
So I scanned my life and I spotted many times that it happened .
I had a lot of charge and that .
I'm pretty sure that the first decision " I want to be approved has his origin in the earlier universes " but at the moment nothing came up .
Do you have any suggestion ???
Mario
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I replied: Tue 12/20/2022 7:28 AM
Mario,
Note that “I want to” is an INTENTION . . . . these can be best handled with/by our Voluntary Knowing Replication Technique . . .
That way you recover cause and source of and over that use of your Life Force . . . note what I wrote just there. (An intention is a use of, a deployment and directing of (our) Spiritual Life-Force.)
That is what we are really after with our processing . . . things like “when was it?”; “where,” “how big,” and all that jazz just helps you to gradiently get back to being cause in any area.
PS: This is important info . . . I’d like to post it to the troops: OK?
Rog
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This again is an example of correctly articulating what it is you have your hands on to process . . . this because, as I've said before, until you correctly articulate what the "item" is, you cannot select correctly the process to handle it.
Quite often, items of case simply blow on being properly identified.
Later on I'll be writing up what I've been up to this last week and a bit. Not pretty, but eventually (this morning) discoveries made.
I am "fortunate" to know enough about the medical game to have not panicked and turned myself into the Hospital Emergency Facility across the street. I've seen too many reports on disasters resulting from getting into the hands of "the Establishment" in the circumstances I had. IN FACT: among the medical professionals I am in daily touch, the word is that, with symptoms that in any way can be construed as "The Virus" or its sub-variants, DON'T GO TO HOSPITAL.
On Saturday 12/10/22 I had a major case impact involuntary replication hit me as I awoke from an afternoon nap. That night I had trouble breathing as my rib cage hurt like hell when it was expanded by my taking a breath. But the weird thing was that the pain source was restricted to the lower left ribs.
Sunday morning Dec. 11, I had a temperature of 101F, upon which I began to nebulize H2O2 and iodine in Saline solution AND, importantly, add
zinc acetate to my supplements along with an increase of Quercetin.
Monday morning my temperature was back down to normal.
That above is the short version.
This morning, I was able to do a breakthrough session that I expect will have unlocked this mess.
I'll write the details in due course when time allows.
R
Good wins and insights.
Personally in this Lifetime I had some struggle to overcome "being liked" or "aproved of". This comes from my culture where, when you grow up people literally say to you they won't like you if you don't do such and such. Ridiculous shit to use as a control mechanism.
So I ran a whole series of Experience/Create and Responsibility on things like:
"Connected to not being liked (and similar items), what are you willing to {experience/create/be responsible for/rather not be responsible for}?"
It took a while but it finally blew the zorch and I never felt as free before. I realized: no matter what I do or who I am there will always be someone with some kind of expectation I won't be able to fulfill.
Especially with regards to my family it changed. I was more at ease without fearing they disaprove of me as I would be able to experience and have it anyway. And lo and behold, that doesn't come up as much anymore.
That's from my experience. I never ran it on another but I can imagine that similar items could be run with benefit.
I believe the biggest win was that I can own myself even when faced with people who in the past where critical or even non aproving of me. Lots of that stuff, even if it comes up, is their mind stuff, associating me with something I represent to them which has in actually little to nothing to do with who I am. :-)
So some of the win has to do with seeing the "human condition" for what it is. Mind, mind and even more mind. :)) The ability to experience their mind is also the ability to permeate it before it hits you. And then most of the time they stop producing that shit in real time in your presence.
Best regards,
Christian
Yes, good technical truths well applied there, Christian.
We do win in life to the degree that we apply the known technical points correctly as issues arise.
In reviewing my life, as I have been doing recently, I have found that my losses in the game and decline of my powers, presence and awareness only ever occurred concurrent with or following my violation of the integrity of my Presence.
Simple though this statement may be, it relates to a HUGE subject.
Rog
I wanted to add to what I wrote previously.
It may seem that I've become rude or something after the R/D.
But in actuality I became even more loving and empathetic towards other people.
Many "pockets" of red zone moods came up: ashamed, self-pity, inadequacy etc.... once these blew I wasn't as magnetic and didn't magnetically pull in the insults, make-wrongs and other projections and superimpositions from others. :))
Once I learned to laugh about the fact that I am "full of shit" life became enjoyable. Hahahahaha.
In a way we're all in this together.
Thankfully we are in the privileged position to actually know it and do something about it and reverse the spiral.
And also, I consider those who put in the work my greatest friends.
What a gift. Feels like Christmas. :D
Christian