Sometimes the best handlings are the simple ones.
I have been struggling for a week to go in session. I had a load of work and additionally something "in the back" kept me from going in session.
Today I had some time after I finished a project earlier than expected so I sat down and immediately found myself at the level of "Disestablished." Lots of phrases came into my mind that correstponded with this Level of Existence. I checked for spiritual traffic, instead visuals from my childhood popped to view, with a specific Who running a specific Negative Process on me.
Now we are talking... I pulled the process from my staple and started running it. The mooods corresponding to the Level of Existence of "Disestablished" corresponded to the moods that were the result of the Negative Process that was run.
Blowdown after blowdown.
My positive trajectory and what I was trying "to be right about" was the notion that I have my own dreams, ideas, ambitions etc.
The N/P was to constantly make less of what I wanted to do, with lots of subtle needling and bad communication (no acks, no real arguments when I inquired, open-ended conversations).
My needle was F/Ning as I was having cognition after cognition. A large portion of my life has come to life, aspects of me I have been neglecting for a long time.
Will be rehabing some of my childhood ambitions. :-)
Thank you for reading.
Christian
Way to go, Christian!!!
This is the way our processing to recover our spiritual truths should go . . .
Easy, easy big cognitions and realizations and recovery of restored powers and awareness.
Rog
How true is this statement you made Christian.
The N/P was to constantly make less of what I wanted to do, with lots of subtle needling and bad communication (no acks, no real arguments when I inquired, open-ended conversations).
Christian
Is this a quiz question?
:))
How true is this statement you made Christian.
The N/P was to constantly make less of what I wanted to do, with lots of subtle needling and bad communication (no acks, no real arguments when I inquired, open-ended conversations).
Christian
Good one mate!
I've seen and experienced that when we feel like a "child" or feeling like in our "childhood" is a manifestation of recovering large quantities of life force particles.
Beautiful!