In the past few months, I have been having trouble with things appearing on the road and running into them with my car. I had run into a tire on the highway which caused me a bunch of damage to my car's front end. I have been making fairly significant identity changes using the Presence 3 rundown with the expert processing help of Roger. I attributed these car driving collision problems to all the spiritual changes I had created via my processing causing involuntary replications (IVR).
Last month I experienced another completely surreal accident with my volvo car. As I was driving along a two lane highway, a tree fell into the highway just ahead of me and I was unable to stop or avoid it. I did manage to swerve around the main part of the tree but I did some damage to the bumper of my car. What was surreal was I actually watched the tree fall in from of me and the whole scene was, it seemed, in slow motion. Thus I went into the zone to avoid a serious accident but why was I there at this exact time to witness the falling of the tree and create more damage to my car.
Roger pointed out that perhaps I had lost some of my Spiritual bigness that was protecting me from chaos of the world. The "loss" of my longtime identities (the outlaw and the illegitimacy among others) via processing had collapsed my protective space and now I was under assault by chaos when driving.
This situation and analysis got me thinking about spiritual bigness. We have a simple rundown called VF1 which asks, "how big are you?". I'd done this numerous times especially at Alan Walter's Ranch in Texas. I never really understood what bigness really meant. I saw it as the expansion of a bubble around me that seemed to get big and then contract. What I failed to realize was that that bubble of bigness was actually me the Spiritual Being. The bubble wasn't some area of space around me, it was ME. I was the space. I was the energetic presence. I wasn't able to see this until now because I was being a physical universe body identity.
Anthony
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Thank you for sharing, Anthony! Very insightful! Really.
Christian
What I failed to realize was that that bubble of bigness was actually me the Spiritual Being. The bubble wasn't some area of space around me, it was ME. I was the space. I was the energetic presence. I wasn't able to see this until now because I was being a physical universe body identity.
Major win, Anthony!!!!! WOW!! _`\|/´_