MY WORST AND MOST DIFFICULT EXPERIENCES IN PROCESSING
MY WORST AND MOST DIFFICULT EXPERIENCES IN PROCESSING
While, ideally, we have the objective to uncover and then recover our positive powers, abilities and capacities; inevitably we do collide with the experience of their negation and/or loss.
And, of course, these experiences of the loss or destruction of our positives is what we individually have to confront and “eradicate.”
Personally, I have so far found the most unconfrontable and difficult to experience have been a) the feeling and actual experience of my ABSENCE (the actually feeling of being not-present) to, or at, an area of existence and b) this morning, the feeling of the experience of utter failure and inability to perform, cause, or achieve or maintain my want.
I wrote about the weirdness of the feeling of being absent and not present when I collided with it about a year ago on the old forum. And, as it happens, I am discovering more that is important to know (for me at least) on this issue of absence of self while I write this now.
And, this morning’s discovery turns out to be of value in that it revealed a key component of personal existence needed to be managed if one is to successfully be a sovereign cause and presence. And that key component turns out to be what we create and use to orientate and align the directing of our spiritual Life-Force when we relate with “life” and in the game with others.
Personally, this morning I observed that the “orientation points” and mechanism were created within and as part of my infinite Presence “here” such that my Life-Force could be comparatively projected to “there” at where I wished to manifest an outcome or effect.
And so, as I look at this right now, I see that my great goof back there in the earlier universal spiritual domain of existence was to invalidate and/or abandon my “orientation points” as invalid or unworkable . . . and since they were a part of my existence, the invalidation was also of me, myself.
Our Codee members will have additional understandings of the above based on the technical data they have learned.
(To be noted is that, for you guys wondering how easy or difficult it is to solo-process, what you just read above has been, in fact, the notes of the solo session as I ran it while writing this missive to you.)
All it takes to be successful at solo processing is the willingness to look, experience and to know what is there to be converted back to positive under your knowing control.
Also, as a technical point, it is the above type of negative that gets accessed and involuntarily replicates when we fail to properly handle our wins and ascensions such that we end up in the “Ascension Crash and Burn Syndrome.”
Point Two of this ditty . . .
As you guys know, I do a lot of reading on a daily basis as part of my research. The human condition as currently practiced and commented on by those who feel they have answers for the rest of us, I find to be interesting and of value in terms of material to investigate. This includes the popular pundits we see on social media as well as the dedicated scientists in academia or professional practice.
Today, I collided with what sparked the above Point One when I read the opinions and beliefs by the authors at “Change That Up.”
The opening lines were these:
Here's Today's Tip... What is failure?
What’s the secret to success? We’re not sure if we have the answer, but we know one thing: Mindset matters.
When something doesn’t go our way -- doesn’t go according to our plan -- and those negative voices come shouting and doubting, “Failure, failure, failure!”…when the self-doubt creeps in…
This is where perspective and reframing become such powerful tools.
Nelson Mandela once said, “I never lose. I either win or learn.”
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Reflecting on these notions, and particularly liking Nelson Mandela’s sentiment, I began to experience a collection of my earlier universe game “failures.”
My first observation was that my failures of long, long ago we related to the experience of ABSENCE I had addressed and (partly, I now see) run in session a year ago.
How they relate, I am still pulling apart, but, at the moment, it appears the ugly experience of failure caused me to go absent as a/the solution.
So, what is the causative, positive handling of this kind of “ultimate” unexperienceable? It is the willingness and ability to holographically permeate, be present with and throughout the record of the old “incident,” and re-establish your positive presence such that the misaligned, negative and encysted Life Force discharges and restores (converts) to positive alignment under your control.
Anyhow, enough of that. I give you the above in the hope that you are able to use it to benefit your progress.
I am lucky, having spent the time I have in this endeavor, I now have the beam power that now benefits me, no matter what I do.
Hell, I can get case gain watching a wonderful sunset!
Rog
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