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Big Discovery about How "I" view my Spiritual Beingness as a Nothingness

April 11, 2023, 06:25:54 AM

I have been struggling along trying to be on my own after 35 years in Corporate America and the Military.  I always had to be "plugged into" some sort of power and energy source. These power sources were a combination of my job and salary, my company that I worked for,  and my wife when she was alive. These power sources (and others) provided me with energy, money, respect, support, love, attention and other spiritual and emotional things as well.  I really never looked to my all powerful spiritual beingness for the power knowingly.

Recently I started looking at this situation of why am I so weak as a solo independent businessman when I was strong and successful in Corporate America. It became obvious that I had lost most of my power and energetic connections. I was a body identity that plugged into power sources much like an electric appliance plugs into the wall. Without the wall socket to plug into I became weak.  I needed to become a source of the power - a power creator and originator.

Since I am an all powerful spiritual being, I took a hard look at this situation and came up with two major thoughts or conditions that are creating this weakened ability to be powerful on my own. The first was that I couldn't exist as a sovereign spiritual being because I was disconnected from "Myself". I had invested my whole identity into my body and body games because that is where I thought the power and existence was. Thus my Spiritual being was still there with power available but I was disconnected from it.

I looked deeper as to why I was disconnected from my Spiritual Beingness and my Spiritual power. What appeared was, "I am nothingness". Somewhere, somehow, I had taken on this thought which is a highly debilitating and disempowering thought. It appears that it might be from "dropping the body" experiences. There are a number of other reasons why this thought was adopted as well.

Thus I was always seeking physical universe sources of power. I could not "plug into" myself since I was nothingness. The physical universe body was a solution to my nothingness problem and all the physical universe plugins were my power source for "Me the Spiritual Nothingness".

I am running processes like Thoughts are Things on the thought, "I am nothingness" to start to restore knowing control and access to what should be an unlimited source of spiritual power and abilities. This looks to be a fairly large area of case with regards to spiritual sovereignty.

Anthony

Re: Big Discovery about How "I" view my Spiritual Beingness as a Nothingness

Reply #1 – April 11, 2023, 11:07:46 AM

Quite brilliant, Anthony . . . . good cogs.

And I would say you are quite RIGHT about this when you say: "This looks to be a fairly large area of case with regards to spiritual sovereignty."  Even if understated.

Of course, the truth I find, is that as powers, we are the source of things: thought, envisioned imagery, decisions of doing, being and having of conditions of existence.

Re: Big Discovery about How "I" view my Spiritual Beingness as a Nothingness

Reply #2 – May 01, 2023, 12:49:25 PM

In looking more deeply at this issue of my Spiritual power or lack of it, I discovered that I considered MY sovereign power to be useless and worthless, to be of little or no value. Thus I connected with and transmitted/projected others' power (the company I worked for, for example). Now on my own, I was trying to transmit power to others and create an exchange but with weak results. Since I considered MY sovereign "power" to be of little or no value and useless/worthless, this made getting business deals on my own quite difficult. For who would want my worthless or useless power and who would want to pay a good price for it. Quite an interesting situation.

 The solution is now for me to process "the value of my power", projecting my power, and other related subjects. This is a long standing case condition but a critical one to undo if I want to be successful on my own as a sovereign being.

Anthony

Re: Big Discovery about How "I" view my Spiritual Beingness as a Nothingness

Reply #3 – May 02, 2023, 06:12:49 AM

BIG good discovery Anthony . . .

Presumably you did the Precept handling on that unfortunate old belief???

Also, it is worth remembering that we are infinite Spiritual Presences, and per our "New Axiom One" we do have infinite powers, love, knowledge, etc., etc., and infinite POTENTIAL 

See the attached.

Roger

Re: Big Discovery about How "I" view my Spiritual Beingness as a Nothingness

Reply #4 – May 02, 2023, 01:30:18 PM

In running thoughts are things, I found some pretty "weird" stuff. I started with "my power is worthless" and the first thought was because "I am nothing or nothingness". I dug a little deeper and it was because "I am dead".  So this was related to my dropping of my dead body over and over again through the ages.  But I had associated all my power with my physical body so when it was dead apparently I felt that I, the Spiritual Being, was powerless or perhaps my power was worthless since all the body power connections were gone.  After all what was my power good for as a disembodied spiritual being. I had decided - nothing. But I am not even sure I felt powerful or energized as a Spiritual Being without a body.  I needed a body to be "powerful".  So when I was disconnectedor separated from a body, I was a dead nothingness.  There is a serious amount of spiritual illiteracy here and a bunch of charge.

My body was the "plug" into which I, the Spiritual Being, inserted myself to get energized and be full of power.  I, the Spiritual Being, was not The Energizer.  I had assigned away my Infinite Spiritual power to a physical body and I saw the body as the source of the power while it was alive.  I did not see myself as the source of the power as The Energizing Force or the Energizer. My body was the connection to the energy and the power (job, other people, money, etc). My body was the Energizer.  I, the spiritual being apart from the body, was a nothing, a nobody, a nothingness.  Since I was now as a self employed person not connected to the normal things most bodies are connected to (ie, a job), I was now powerless and a nothing and my power was worthless since I was effectively "dead" (like a dead battery in a car).  This is a serious problem and a very debilitating case condition that I am now  working on correcting. 

In a universe where things are the way they should be, I, the Spiritual Being, should be the Energizer and the Power Source and the Body should be the thing that I direct and operate to play the games I have chosen to play.

Anthony