THE NEGATION AND DISEMPOWERING OF SELF
THE NEGATION AND DISEMPOWERING OF SELF
Being always alert to my condition of existence and to any changes to such as I go about my daily business, I just experienced a fascinating and deadly change while reading the attached linked article about Elon Musk.
The link to the article for those interested: (Source: mintpressnews.com; May 31, 2022; https://tinyurl.com/25tqw6v5)
My own thoughts and feelings towards Elon Musk have been on-off-on-off over the years. Most recently they were on due to my idea that I should contact him about securing a source of nation-wide energy for his electric car and electric truck scene he is building. It has been my view that the green “new deal” can’t succeed without sufficient electrical charging facilities dotted along the main highways of America.
Most folks do not know that the very first atomic energy power generating stations in the world were not powered by uranium, but instead were powered by thallium. The switch was made to uranium because thallium did not produce the weapons grade fissile material that uranium does.
America demanded the enriched fissile material for bomb-making.
Thallium, today, is so relatively benign, it is used by cardiologists as a radioactive tracer in certain medical diagnostic procedures!
The other advantage of thallium is that it is not rare as uranium is . . . thallium is so common it is often seen as an inconvenient waste product in the mining of other minerals. In fact, at one time thallium was used as an anti-knocking agent in gasoline instead of lead!
My idea was to have Elon Musk dot the highways with thallium based power generation plants . . . he would win two ways: the stations would be cash-cows when the idiot governments kill off the use of fossil fuels by feeding the electrical grid and, and it would also facilitate the sale of electrical vehicles; particularly trucks.
So, the reason I give you the above is that I had a good spiritual connection with and feelings towards Elon when I began reading the article.
Then, as I read this article, my feelings toward him changed: I instinctively withdrew my support and co-empowering connection with him!
Oh, Boy! What a blunder that was . . . I suddenly experienced that I had disempowered myself!
Where before, I was aware of and experiencing my co-empowered presence with Elon, suddenly I felt un-present with him along with the direction and deployment of my spiritual Life-Force being disempowered and LOST!
It was quite a shocking experience, quite beyond surprising.
I was actually perceiving and experiencing a disempowered ABSENCE both here and at “there” where Elon is.
So, what would be the right answer here?
I have resolved that my right action is to stay connected, supportive of Elon’s right actions, and to COACH HIM into wiser more optimum activities.
Of course, the other item of case that opened up because of this activity this morning was the history of my earlier similar unwitting sabotaging of self by way of disconnection and unmocking of my presence with others and the co-empowering of us in that connected presence.
A big lesson learned!
Rog